pregnant?

i need to wake up and get ready for work. my room is a mess and zelah is taking a bath in my room with a bunch of my stuff getting wet in the tub. i get mad at her and start yelling she starts throwing my stuff around. i am just trying to find what i need to get dressed and ready, but i start puking. i try to yell, but my tongue is swollen and i am losing my voice. i find out they are planning to tear my wall down and need my whole room rearranged now! no one gave me any notice. i go to the living room and my roommates and my cousin tell me that they took a vote, and i am being evicted! what! i am so pissed, but i can barely squeak!  i ask my cousin to help me call in sick to work, and damos answers. i did not know he worked at home instead!  i am nervous to tell him i am throwing up, because i think i might be pregnant, and i am not sure if the baby would be his or erik's!  very stressful dream.  third time a bathtub has appeared in my dreams lately, though i did soak at common grounds a couple nights ago. i awoke with my mouth very dry which accounts somewhat for the swollen tongue feeling, although i am not sick now. i see the bathtub as trying to contain my emotions, but once again, things are getting  wet as water splashes out. puking is also a common theme in my dreams, and can represent purging, getting rid of things that are bad and need to be released, especially things inside me that i want to change (character flaws) also there has been talk of pregnancy, though i do not feel ready for that, it has been on my mind. ironically,  i have not seen damos or erik in over a year now, and i never slept with erik.  losing my voice has to do with not being able to express myself, and tearing down my wall could also be another metaphor for the need to let things out, though i am not sure what it is that i am repressing. the wall being torn down, and me getting evicted probably has to do with my worries and insecurities about the house, which needs a lot of work, and i am behind on bills. pregnancy also represents creativity and projects, so maybe i need to set aside more time for art and creative self expression. if you don't use that voice, you will lose it!