dreams and nightmares

winter has asked me to help with her food cart, and we are setting up in my old trailer which is all fixed up. we are making wontons, like funky puffs only somehow healthier. i tell her my mom said wontons would be good. i am also advising her to get a mule or two large goats to pull the trailer. she says no way! but i'm like look, then you'd have goat milk, you can use the hair to knit sweaters, and you can charge 1$ for kids to pet them! then we are having a birthday party for the kids at an ice rink. at first everything is fine, then the kids put skates on thier hands too, then the ice all melts and it turns into a swimming pool, and we are complaining to the management that we paid to rent an icerink, not a swimming pool. later kevvy is giving someone a haircut. i make some remark, and he comes over to give me and baby zelah a hug. somehow he accidentally breaks zelah's neck and she dies. he doesn't realize what he has done, but i am devastated. lots of strange ones lately.